We are moving 3 hours away.
I have my security here. my friends, an outlet for my creative side and people that i connect with. now that goes away and I have to start over. On the bright side, there is a stronger artistic community there, but also more competition. I would be around more artistic minds; individuals that would understand my quirky, creative, and focused side.my creatively driven personality. When i am in an area with high concentrations of like-minded creative folks, it really feeds my creativity and to be honest my spirit. Though I fear leaving the "security blanket" that i have knit here, I know that this chapter is complete and I have to start another one.
I have windows of opportunity that are opening up, but i feel like there is a lead ball holding me down. I followed God's instruction and made preparations for this moment, but I am still here, leaning on God, trusting him, but not myself. I think that i am my own lead ball. This lead ball is choking the creativity out of me. the question is, how do i cut it loose?
Monday, May 30, 2011
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Staying on Task
How is it when things get so overwhelming to stay on task and be creative and productive? I am working a crazy schedule and find little free time to get into the studio. Between being a mother, wife, and employee, i am finding it very difficult to be me. Creatively, i am drowning.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
The Holiday Rush
Halloween is just a few days away and I know the rush is on. I have to say this year is one of the most creative years I have had in a long time. We moved into this house about a year ago. my studio is now in the house rather than a detached building. In ways this is bad, BUT I love it. I can be part of the family and still be working. Though my children have a way of sneaking in here. Boy does it get really creative when short people with vivid imaginations enter the space. We may have to get a bigger space when they get older.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Creative outlet
Fall is my favorite time of the year. I have a love/hate relationship with it. First of all I have to admit this is when all of my creative juices run on overload. I could look at a pile of laundry and get 3 ideas, load the dishwasher..another 2. My brain goes into hyperdrive. This is awesome. I keep my sketch book with me to jot it all down...
then comes the hate part.
I have so many ideas that there just aren't enough hours in my day. Not only are my juices in overdrive, but it would seem that me non-crafty friends are too, because they will ask me to make something for them (to give as gifts), boy talk about pressure. Do I sound like I am complaining? Really I am not. I love the challenge of learning and doing something new.
But who needs sleep anyway? There is always the Thanksgiving holiday to catch up on some zzzzz's. I will just use the turkey as an excuse. :)
then comes the hate part.
I have so many ideas that there just aren't enough hours in my day. Not only are my juices in overdrive, but it would seem that me non-crafty friends are too, because they will ask me to make something for them (to give as gifts), boy talk about pressure. Do I sound like I am complaining? Really I am not. I love the challenge of learning and doing something new.
But who needs sleep anyway? There is always the Thanksgiving holiday to catch up on some zzzzz's. I will just use the turkey as an excuse. :)
Friday, September 11, 2009
1st Show
So tomorrow I have my first fall show of the season. As always I am NOT ready. I may be,but always feel that I am not when the first show of the season starts. I have not even started on my "wanna, wanna, wanna" do things. I have been watching Project Runway and I have become very inspired and creative. I have sketched out a few things, but haven't actually gotten to do them yet because I am still "working" on other stuff. I am not complaining. I love my "work". There just aren't enough hours in the day to do all i want to do.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Beginnings
So the school year offically begins tomorrow and that means I have to start back to "work" on all things creative. YIPPY. What this really means is that I have several hours of "uninterupted creative juices flowing" time to play, because lets me honest. What I do isn't really work, I enjoy it too much.
Thanks for stopping by.
Ja
Thanks for stopping by.
Ja
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